Sunday...

Today this Sunday. Don't know why every Sunday I have certain fear in heart. Maybe because of the fact of going to school on Monday or maybe something else. Just don't get the feelings of studying. HowI wish! But reality is still reality. I still have to move on and keep going on no matter what circumstances... Life can be simple but we don't have much choice for it. Do it or leave it! That's it and your future will be just as that... But even every single day is like a dream, I thank God because He provided me with so many blessings into my life. Family love, a good relationship and caring friends from all over the place. I'll never get tired of thanking God for providing that someone special... How I wish it will never end... Wish that I could create a better world, a better living for all... Right now Michael Jackson's song is running through my head.. Heal the world, make it a better place, for you and for me and the entire human race... Yea.. For you and for me.. and what I am will definitely make a difference...

Tired of Everything.....

Sometimes i do regret for making certain situations in life. Getting attached to something that I call 'freedom-less'. If I am given a chance to turn back the time bu using time- machine, I think I wouldn't make this desicion. I don't think I'm ready for this kind of commitment, not ready to accept changes... But I guess life is like this, it's like a game, a roller coaster that goes up and down, up and down... I wonder when it would end. Sometimes I'm so tired of ll the things. I'm not physically tired but am mentally exhausted. not from all the studies at school but from of all teh problems, conflicts and everything. Im sick of it. Sometimes I just wish to have a nice good happy day but it just turns out to be the opposite. I guess this is my life. LIFEPROBLEMS! No place for happiness, all for sorrows. I hate it to feel this way, everytime when I wake up, I just wish things would be different but every night the same thing will reappear and there's conflicts begins. Just wish that someday all this will end.. I hope it will be soon.. I don't feel like delaying anymore.. God please guide me... I'm finding the right time... =(

Life as a student + soon to be teacher

Life i always busy with assignments and tests. Everywhere I go, time is never enough. But thinking back, is it because of my own time management or is it because time is really not enough? Well, I guess both play their roles in changing my life. When life is so busy, I've begin not to think about the past but rather moving on towards the future. It is just a great and exciting journey to be in education sector. Everyday is full of mistery and surprises. However, it's not easy either. In fact, the most difficult among all. Everyone may think that educating is an easy job. 'Piece of cake la, just teach ma', you might say. But, the reality is just the reverse. Funny isn't it. You may laugh but we ( the educators) are taking the pain. Thus, don't ever critise or look down on this highly respected profession. I believe that every job, every form of career has its own difficulties. For example, We cannot say that a rubbish collector is easy because without them, are you still be able to have a clean environment? You won't want to do it yourself either, right? Thus, their contribution is actually a sacrifice. This same goes to teaching profession. Without a teacher, we can't produce a good and quality leaders because it all involves teaching and learning in school, college and university. hence, here I'm living my life full of burden and heavy responsibility. Imagine! Thousands of students are in my hands... Hehe.. Don't jump to the conclusion too soon. I might be a great teacher! =) Hopefully in a few years time... So, Gambatte to all educators!

Hectic Life...

Sometimes things might just happen in a glimpse of an eye. Love may blooms, or it may fades when the shade goes by... Life is never a bed of roses but we need to get through each day, with the hectic moments of busy lifestyle and never ending chores, in and out of life. Time goes by, tick-tocking every second, making our lives moving without a single minute to stop. However, in the midst of busyness, I thank God that He, the Everlasting Father, provides me with good circle of supportive friends and family members. Well, thinking back, it's not too bad after all. I believe that the most important thing in our lives is not merely to earn pieces of notes, which we called "money" but to be able to enjoy and discover the underlying beauty of the world. That's the best of All! However, many people don't realize this. They may question 'How to enjoy good life without having proper finance?! How can we do charity work if we don't even have enough money for ourselves?" This may be true. However, let me ask you, how many people are willing to pour out their time and money once they are rich? They won't even have time for themselves to enjoy and earn more! Prove me if I'm wrong. Maybe they will, but probably only for the beginning of few months or once in a blue moon for some special occassion. However, if you came to be the odd one, let me salute you with my deepest respect. Well, come straight to the point. Although I personally think that money is essential in the modern era now, it is not sufficient enough for us to live our life in a meaningful way. One may enjoy life with all the luxuries but deep down, one will never be satisfied with living because it's human's nature to want more and more and even more of wealth. You determine the life that you're going to lead...