When you are no longer useful....

When the world looks into valuable materials, I look for eternal peace. When the world is looking down, not at who you are but what you are for, i turn to God for the hurting experience. When people just want you, so u can keep on to contribute, without looking at the burdens you take, the troubles u have, the fears inside, I look to God for comfort. When the world see only the outer of u and not the inner, I look to God for joy. When the world despises u becoz u r not as what they expected u to be, not because u r not good but because they hardly care or even bother, I turn to God for love. When the pain inside heart is unknown, it blisters the heart and left with a sad, sad memory...

Making a difference

My love will get you home...

A touchy song by Christine Glass...

If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home.
If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever feel ashamed, my love will get you home.
When there's only you to blame, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home,
Boy, my love will get you home.

Confused...

When feelings are torned, I felt numb and restless. Unable to think, unable to study and unable to move. I wonder if my life has to go on like this forever... I know that the decision I made now might influence my whole entire life, entire journey of what i might be dreaming of... And I keep asking myself, "Am I able to take it", "Will I be able to face it?". Even so, I do not know what to do. My feelings keep on betraying me... WHat should I do? What is my next time? I know i'm moving in no direction... BEcause I'm confused.. My mind is torturing me with so much questions but I could not find any answer. Somtimes just feels that no one will ever understand me.. Eventhough someone dear to me is near but it seems that he's so far away. Feelings of uncertainty just flashing its way on me, and I'm still now trying to find the answer....

Time...

Sometimes days move too fast, night just came without even I noticing. when i look into the sky, I wonder how fast time really flies... Never realise how far the journey I have been... No more time to look back, not much time to work back.. Life's like a walking shadow, here today, gone tomorrow.
Sometimes wonder, life is really that short...

Not now...

Are you there? or am I just dreaming? if yes, please don't wake me up from my dream.. Just can't face the world. A world full of pretence and acting, a world full of uncertainties and lies, a world that don't really understands me... Given a moment like this, I just wanna cry out... Get me out of here.. this feeling that i'm feeling, isn't suitable for a moment like this... Not at a moment like this...

strength

When everything seems to be falling apart, I found new strength in Christ who strengthens me... Just wanna thank God that He has been guiding me all these while, providing me with the best knowledge and wisdom to do my assignments and even my tests... Without You, where would I be, Lord... I felt that life is not about comparing ourselves with others but to prove ourselves to God that we can do it because of His providence... Life is only a temporary shelter, full of inconsistency and trials... and I thank God that He's always with me, although I'm yet a sinner... Just felt that life without God is meaningless.... Once again, thank you, Lord, thank you Jesus.. Love you...